You misunderstand me
Your misunderstanding of me is not something uncommon to me. I'm hard to capture, especially with words and labels. So every time you attempt to define me, you see, I know you're entirely overlooking everything I am. I don't fit anywhere. The 'spiritual' don't want me; I'm too psychologically equipped with a shrewd mind that burns through pretenders. The scientific I respect, but even scientists can have psychosis, and science collapses in on itself under the realisation that it depends on mentally deranged organisms fueled by irrational emotions. We can't escape this; there isn't anything objective existing that we could comprehend and understand as it is in its raw state. Therefore, as I said - you misunderstand me, as your perception of who I am reflects something internally within yourself.